it often begins with a warning:
The information in these papers should not
in and of itself. You must seek out
for yourself. The credibility of these
does not depend on its author, but rather
you discover from your study and investi-
of the material presented.
EVERYTHING FOR YOURSELF
about the role of testimony
of truth in the age of cover-up and misinformation
claim to have been abducted
have been undressed and examined
there are complex reproductive enterprises involving conception and
tion or incubation of mixed beings
are caught up in these procedures
against their will
mechanisms of ingestion and expulsion are examined over and over
rounds of gynecological, rectal, and urological procedures
report, a physiological exploitation accompanies these claims
that because of the emphasis on reproduction women seem to have a larger
number of complex experiences
that as many as one in ten Americans have implants as a result of these
claim that electromagnetic symbols are used to control or trace people
in the narrative
she finds herself floating up and out of bed
through the window or screen or wall
herself drawn towards the light and enveloped by it
she finds herself floating towards the light
in a preliminary
a sharp instrument and scrape it down her soles, causing her feet to
her ankles and twist her foot from side to side
and press against her calf muscles
hard and painfully between the bone and calf muscle
closely at her knee and bend her leg a few times
is just the beginning and what follows this prodding remains difficult
in its possible truth
or the organs of elimination are missing
who is carrying twins, for instance, might have one removed so only a
or a fetus
removed from a body by a sucking machine
rectal area perfectly cored out of a body found on the side of the road
wounds due to needles and probes on the head, the fingers, the leg
times instead of removal insertion, multiplication
being, one half human children
by the community of believers
might have been housed at Los Alamos until its death in the early 1950s
device which enabled the speaking of English might have been implanted
might have been named ebe
a man devises
a paranoid interpretation of what he thought he was seeing and bearing
and begins to build a pyramid from his sources
being farms another being for organs, cats a being's flesh
of sightings from afar often appear in grainy detail
matter might have literally brought about the establishment of direct
communication between the East and West in 1962
resonate-the church might refuse to take a stand because it would have
God having a relationship with someone other than ourselves
in the midst
of myth or belief
of an archetypal contact through symbology that begins fifty to one
gain fluency, even as they present questions
be a book called the Bible which contains all these reports
might be at the CIA headquarters in Langley, Virginia
the beings themselves deflect the subject's questions with palliatives
to the relentless question of "why?"
communicate only, "you know what you are doing"
are very special to us"
is very important and you are helping us"
times they give visualizations of planetary destruction and say "we
you prevent this"
at comfort from, those without the vocabulary of comfort
a daily dose of pain"
"this is not a dream"
"I did not choose to join"
"I do not
know why I keep waking"
"I think I'm floating out a closed window"
"He puts something inside»
"I'm under something,
it is a man"
"and I'm saying ‘this has to stop’ over and over"
pressing and there's snipping."
"It is just like Auschwitz, just like Auschwitz"
"I have recurring nuclear war dreams."
"Who analyzes like that? It's just something new."
"It is long
and points. It is like a needle. It pinches."
"They have an agenda to carry out and once it begins nothing can stop
"It can go on for years"
like this is psychological torture although I am not afraid for my life"
"Like possession in a way"
say this happened to me and expect to be treated in the same way again"
to go where the evidence leads you, even though you may not like going
say this happened to me and expect to be treated the same again"
changed the way I think about things"
"And I keep
saying ‘this has to stop,’ ‘this has to stop’ and then suddenly I feel
all will be well"
to where the UFO stories are"
are made silent"
are made deaf"
never be the same again"
never be the same again"
that you feel on your world is a reflection of the alienness you feel
between each other"
of the world simply expanded"
abhors a vacuum
lack of openness
and a penchant
for secrecy persists
rumors of rumor are sure to flourish
the middle of the desert
shaking the secrecy tree
something drops out"
complicating the flow of information: some documents are impossible to
disintegrate with five seconds exposure to air
tell of agreements between the U.S. government and beings,
granting beings permission to conduct animal mutilation
times, a man claims to be a source of false information
be sent by the government
states "how do you know that I'm not here to cither give you misinforma-
tion or to give you information which is part of the programming,
are going to go out and spread it around?"
of truth are turned around, back to the sleuth in a beat up car who has
given up his/her job to search for authenticity because this story is
big it will
change the century
one becomes an advertising slogan for the 90s
as the information
here is suspect
will be enacted to prove other data is fraudulent
practices prove the truth of other data to some minds
being evidence of the need to cover the truth)
only remember the fraud
a nightmare of violence and irrationality
at the end
of every narrative are the "official response" and the "critics corner"
or a series
of questions for you the reader to answer:
s/he claim it was foggy when the weather bureau reported sun?
victims of sexual abuse more likely to be abducted than the general
the most convincing, most tantalizing sightings always have only one
to authenticate them?
point here is not the laugh
merely explore truths turns, information's conspiracies
as we try
to look with eyes better then what we've had before
it mean to believe oneself as attractive to an alien race?
a life defined
was I abducted?
did I experience
that or just remember it?
never to be answering
stuttering one's way through the
us it is not the proof but the telling
to mean in new ways
is the possibility that beings might have hired a PR firm which created
Favorite Martian, ALF, Star Trek, Star Wars, AlienNation, ET, and other
shows post the 1950s
become evidence or proof
of the conspiracy to expose beings
become used to visiting beings, welcome them on the basis of this enter-
so the boy
running off into the field, clouds rolling over head, is called
out to us
so the call
to phone home
FBI is covering up
aliens are the minority
takes a larger purpose
of the debate
as we rethink
our selves, the political enters
issue twists to become about our ability to touch information
our own decisions
been required of us all along, we've just slacked off
the advertisement speak a larger truth
others do our thinking and condense it back to us as a series of
were busy, we defend our laziness
with the everyday, never out of the ordinary
interests in this formula are the questions without answers
is it the
liar or the truth-teller encountered at the crossroads, pointing the
identity our attraction is to puzzle
of close encounters
data, exhaust residue, radiation levels five times the norm